tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71403902024-03-05T18:50:56.885+08:00ME & HIMZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.comBlogger191125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-24229977304810708112010-09-13T15:49:00.002+08:002010-09-13T16:13:02.083+08:00on leave for 2 days due to renovation (House Upgrading)<br />busy online surfing wedding tips<br /><br />realised that just only preparation for ROM is not that easy<br />or should i say every single thing is not easy at all<br /><br />set our ROM lunch on 1/1/11<br />the very first day of 2011<br /><br />looking for civil servant to help me book chalet<br />at a special/privilige rate so that we can save more<br />for our wedding dinner<br /><br />i know it kinda hard as it is a public holidays<br /><br />is there any kind hearted who can help me book?Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-21072120935732571502010-07-08T21:01:00.002+08:002010-07-08T21:16:30.264+08:002nd months to my probation<br />one more month to end it<br />seriously, i really enjoyed my new job<br />and i love the people there<br /><br />i must say there is not much political<br />and i am well taken care by so many seniors<br />including my manager and GM<br /><br />this is really my first time feeling so loved by them<br />working with them is so much fun<br />i meant it when i say working<br /><br />i used to think that working is just to spend time off<br />i just hoped that the time, the day can past faster<br />but no matter how hard i wish for,<br />it never come true and the time still went on so slow<br />slow until i hate my job so much<br />less nonsense, more work, more complaint, and more stressed<br /><br />but now, working here make me realised that time really well spent<br />with less stressed, more friends<br />they are the one showing their true colors of themselves<br />and not faking out to show that they cared<br /><br />I LOVE MY JOB SO MUCH NOW:)Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-36376695831108293872010-05-31T15:33:00.000+08:002010-05-31T15:42:44.948+08:00first day of the week<br />and i am really not feeling well<br />still under probation but i took half day<br /><br />GM just came back from china<br />and he is having meeting with all the managers<br />i sat under my desk as i do not want others to find out<br />that i am sick<br /><br />out of sudden, i vomited<br />and thanks god, i have a good colleague quickly rushed to my desk<br /><br />she bought me a super hot water<br /><br />my cramps was really unbearable<br />i cant take the pain at all<br /><br />when my manager came out, i vomited twice<br /><br />shit! i vomited thrice time<br />why my cramp hurt me so much this month?<br /><br />i hate cramp!<br />why my 2 sis do not feel anything when they have period?<br />why i feel so badly every month?<br />i hate period!<br />i hate being a lady<br />i am suffering the pain <br />please stop my pain!Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-41789536412404661092010-05-10T20:54:00.003+08:002010-05-24T17:29:34.905+08:00had been working in my new company for one week<br />and i must say the good thing first<br />that is i can save on my transport,<br />there will be a pickup bus for us<br /><br />the bad things are...<br />majority of the website is 'Access Denied'<br />its really very bored without internet access<br />how am i going to survive it?<br /><br />and working hours are damn early<br />sometimes i just sleep less than 5 hours<br />i must say i very very sleepy at work<br /><br />but.. compared to my previous job<br />this job is lesser stressed, bigger company<br />and more aunties<br />topics to me is such a 'no-related' to my life<br />i mean now..<br /><br />here and there always the same topic-my children<br />how am i going to communicate with them?<br />i have no experience being a mummy<br />i only have experience in taking care of my 2 precious<br /><br />boring~<br />how long will i be survive in this company?Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-55380260781814561052010-03-29T19:46:00.002+08:002010-03-29T20:02:06.069+08:00seriously, which would you choose? family? friends?<br />for some people they will choose friends because they don't have a warmth family<br />but what if someone has a warmth family and still they choose friends?<br /><br />is friend her most important people instead of her own family?<br />FAMILY - Father And Mother I Love You<br /><br />forget it, there is no point for some people who don't treasure their own family<br />and is a waste of my time and saliva talking to this type of people<br /><br />if she thinks that gossip about others is so much fun, go ahead<br />don't blame people who does this to you<br />YOU DESERVE THIS !!<br />the world is round<br />don't expect people to treat you well if you are not treating yourself well<br /><br />all i can say is I HAVE DONE MY PART !!<br />i used cap locks just in case you have cock eyes<br /><br />just do your own soul searching before you shout at others<br />you're not doing anything except gossiping<br /><br />office politics is you this type of people<br />who goes around gossiping<br />please lahs, do your part !Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-74927721221729337382010-03-12T23:06:00.002+08:002010-03-12T23:35:09.689+08:00back again for a quick update<br /><br />first, i have to wish my precious boy<br />HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY<br />times fly fast and he is now 5years old<br />it means to say my beloved mum left us 5years ago<br /><br />recalled back..<br />he was brought back by my dad during his birthday<br />when he was 2months old<br />and we took it as my dad's birthday present<br /><br />my mum strongly disagreed about feeding a puppy<br />cause it really needs a lot of time to take care of him<br />and of course, it costs a lot<br /><br />this puppy of mine soon accepted by my mum<br />maybe he is too adorable<br />hahas~<br /><br />i remembered clearly..<br />one night, my mum woke up and called for him<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">(i don't know why my mum looked for him)</span><br />and in my heart, i told myself that hopefully she could not find him<br />cause at that point of time, my mum don't like him<br />so so... i fell asleep and i don't know what happened next<br />LOLS!<br /><br />the days my mum passed away, we brought him to my mum's wake<br />just hoped that my mum would be able to talk to him<br />as i knew that dogs have special 'eyes'<br />just took it as accompanied my mum for her last journey<br />maybe this way my mum won't feel bored<br /><br />without fail, for the 5days, he slept beside her wake<br />and what made me heartpain was that he did not eat much<br />he cried, i meant it when i said he cried<br />he has tearing eyes for don't know how many days<br />i knew clearly that dogs know what is happening<br /><br />the same year, on christmas, xiao bai was given away by my dad's friend<br />and my dad brought her back<br />yes, we have 2 adorable 'best friends'<br /><br />i really not regretted on the decision my dad brought home<br />maybe i must say thank you to my dad<br />for having such a wonderful 'best friends'<br /><br />anyway, every year on 10 MARCH, we are celebrating his birthday<br />seriously, i never forget this day before<br />cause i have to appreciate them for accompany us<br />maybe this special day is more important than my own birthday<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">HAPPY BELATED 5TH BIRTHDAY, MR BEI</span>Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-22246899590929923082010-02-12T14:58:00.002+08:002010-02-12T15:17:07.111+08:00heys, i am back again<br />times really fly damn fast<br />tomorrow is CNY eve<br />and...and..<br />time is getting nearer and nearer<br />anyway, face the fact, face the time, face the reality<br />what is more i can say now?<br /><br />being staying since the start of February<br />have not been studying much due to late night sleep<br />after holidays, i will start to study<br />but will i have enough time to study 3 modules?<br />wish me goodluck in this exam<br /><br />anyway, an early wishing to everyone<br />HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!<br />hoped you enjoy yourselfZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-82282062347221705822010-02-07T21:26:00.002+08:002010-02-07T21:39:44.550+08:00back again<br />finally quit my job<br />i meant it, i finally left the company<br />didnt accept boss's request to stay for one more month<br />truth speaking, it really very stressed working there<br />with little guidance<br /><br />okay, shall not talk about it<br /><br />now, i have plenty of time studying for my upcoming exam<br />i just hoped i can get really good results<br />i need to put in more efforts<br /><br />now, with no monthly income<br />it means i have to save<br /><br />alright..........<br />now, i didnt expect much<br /><br />CNY coming soon<br />one more week to go<br />am i waiting for this new year?<br /><br />i doubt so.....<br />i am leaving Singapore and not celebrating here<br />i mean, i going to Nepal for holidays<br />just a plain holidays<br />my first time CNY, celebrating in elsewhere<br /><br />this was purely not my plan, not my idea<br />CNY is the time we meet up with relatives, cousins, etc<br />but now..<br />i left with no choiceZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-40995280526083926392010-01-20T21:28:00.002+08:002010-01-20T21:41:25.840+08:00today, 20.01.2010 was one of my sad day<br />baby girl only one week old<br />and had just passed away<br /><br />i thought new year had begun<br />and we had something to busy to<br />something to celebrate<br />something to joy for<br />but now,<br />my hope is gone, she is gone, her life is gone<br /><br />maybe i am regretting now<br />why must i work?<br />is her life better than my job?<br /><br />i dont know and i dont wish to find the answer out<br />maybe this is not her wish too<br /><br />i took 2 days mc just because i knew she is coming to this earth<br />and i took one unpaid leave just to make sure she is well fed<br />i talked to her everday, i fed her everyday<br />i really dont mind that 10mins to feed her with milk before and after work<br /><br />maybe that 10mins was too little for her,<br />she needs more care and time from us<br /><br />just a short one week, i am really cried for her<br />i missed her small body<br />i missed her yawning faces<br />i missed carrying her with my hand<br />and i missed feeding her<br /><br />goodbyes, baby girl<br />you are my love, goodbyeZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-40919564740569139492010-01-03T13:50:00.002+08:002010-01-03T13:55:19.346+08:00it had been quite a long time since i last posted<br />2009 was the history<br />2010 is the present<br /><br />thought of resigning of my current job<br />on the last day of 2009<br />but i requested to extend for one more month<br />and so, my good boss agreed to it<br /><br />on a happy note, i took one unpaid week<br />for the first week of 2010<br />heeee<br />going to Genting - 6th to 8th jan<br /><br />hooray!Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-92151936977425375852009-10-07T21:13:00.002+08:002009-10-07T21:21:17.503+08:00i must say that i really facing stressed<br />went to hospital to see my doctor<br />and he didnt really support me of going for CT scan<br />because i did those tests and tested that my brain is fine<br />and doing CT scan repeatedly might ended up with brain tumor<br />sound dangerous<br /><br />think twice and give up the idea of doing this scan<br />alright then<br />dear had helped me type my resignation letter<br />it depends when i wanna submit<br />because i had not been sleeping well<br />ever since i started working this<br /><br />dear supports me of resigning<br />but thinking of the first bonus i may be getting<br />i really drop the idea again<br />if i really cannot take it, my letter is ready<br /><br />sad to hear that i cant relax even when i wanted to sleep<br />work work work<br />studies after work<br />i cant continue to lose sleep<br />because i might end up depression<br /><br />i am tired and sleepy<br /><br />all i hoped for is just one week leave day<br />i need to adjust my life<br />wish me good luck~Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-19069773576375853952009-09-24T15:58:00.002+08:002009-09-24T16:09:07.399+08:002nd day mc<br />didnt rest much<br />couldnt sleep at night<br />when i fall sleep, it going 5am<br /><br />i wanted to quit my job<br />my job gave me stressed<br />all along, i thought i have been used to it<br />to my new working environment<br />but then, i realized i didn't managed to<br /><br />its give me more trouble<br />to quit or take more leaves?<br />i dont know<br /><br />have i regret of taking account course?<br />have i not consider the consequence when i take this course?<br />or maybe have i been weak in physically?<br /><br />i want freedom<br />i want my life back<br />i dont want this type of life that i survived now<br /><br />i need rest<br />i need more rest to help me feel stronger in every ways<br /><br />what should i do?<br />talk to boss or boss's sister?<br />or keep it all to myself?<br /><br />i cant take it every now and then<br />i cry when i cant sleep at night<br />why is me again?<br />why?<br />why every bad things fall on me?<br /><br />is this my fate? my life?<br />please, anyone tell me off<br /><br />i want studies more than my job<br />i need more time to adjust<br /><br />im tired now,<br />very tired of my jobZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-76065519577521702242009-09-23T17:51:00.002+08:002009-09-23T17:56:27.518+08:00its been quite a super long time since i last post<br />im super tired after a long day at work<br />i must say that my job isnt a simple job<br />i dont have a single day to relax myself<br />unless is a weekend<br /><br />now i got sick again<br />because of stressed<br />i really very fed up with my job<br />i have so many things in my hand<br />and i need to rush before the penalty<br /><br />i going back to hospital to checkup again<br />my headache on-off back<br />i hate it !<br />even my mc day, i wouldnt study much<br />and and...<br />my mc left with 2days<br />how am i going to survive till end of 2009?<br /><br />i must say that im begining to feel weak<br />i need rest<br />give me some days to relax<br />i want holidaysZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-38972170485512507732009-07-18T01:20:00.002+08:002009-07-18T01:32:47.663+08:00being quite a long while i didnt post<br />due to my very stressed and tight working and studying environment<br /><br />i'm studying at the same time now<br />and i cant really cope with it<br />i'm learning at work and school<br /><br />i started to hate studies cause i cant get the answer<br />no matter how many times i tried out, i cant get the answer<br />i need some leave days to settle my studies<br /><br />i know i have been taking 3 days MC less than a month<br />and i dont know will my boss be thinking that i'm too weak?<br /><br />i hate work at the start cause i'm a no experience in this line<br />and i need to learn and absorb new things<br />but now, maybe i'm coping well with my work<br />hopefully it can last longer<br /><br />i'm quite stressed and tired after work<br />i cant be the same as i worked in harvey norman before<br />i need to go home after dinner to get enough sleep<br />and, if i cant finish my work, i cant sleep well<br />and i hate to work OT cause no claim<br /><br />anyway, my job is stressed<br />i do not want to get sick cause of stressed<br />i need to sleep nowZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-33211488265051991582009-06-26T22:48:00.002+08:002009-06-26T23:05:57.799+08:00my blog had been dead<br />surposed to start work at 1st july but..<br />boss called up and asked me start work early<br />due to someone is resigning<br />so have to so called ' take over ' her<br /><br />anyway, i should say, the first day was damn stressed up<br />because i didnt have any experience and have to start from scratch<br />which made me damn damn hard to absorb alot of things at the same time<br /><br />now, already my forth day of work, i should say..<br />my pc has no internet explorer and cant make any personal calls<br />but, i am learning and getting to see clearer picture of what to do<br /><br />i must challenge myself, i must not resign so fast<br />when i faced problem<br />i must learnt from enuice because she has no accounts background and no experience<br />yet, she is doing so fine right now<br /><br />jia you jia you!Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-75719092658329353522009-06-17T13:03:00.004+08:002009-06-17T13:07:10.985+08:00wanted to change my blogskin to a better look<br />but who knows, i changed from template to layout<br />its like damn ugly<br />i simply hate this layout<br /><br />though its sort of easy to use as compare to template<br />but still, i dont like this layout<br /><br />i hate my new look of blog<br />tell me how am i going to change back to the old template<br /><br />i am not in the mood to blog<br />i need to go outZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-82733868647827846582009-06-16T14:24:00.002+08:002009-06-16T14:44:40.974+08:00sometimes i do wonder why some people dont like to listen to other's advice?<br />advice is told to be benefits or good to someone<br />but why cant he listen to us?<br />dont he think that ours advice is to be listened<br />than an outsider?<br />i hate to hear you complaint this and that<br />cause we had told you numerous times to stop whatever nonsense<br />stop complaining!<br />i hate that!<br /><br />i hate the way you are now<br />i hate the attitudes you gave us<br />personally, i dont hate you but the changes you have made<br /><br />seriously, FAMILY stands for :<br />Father<br />And<br />Mother<br />I<br />Love<br />You<br /><br />what makes it a home sweet home?<br />isnt after school or work, you get home, you will find warm home with all your love ones waiting for you?<br /><br />what am i thinking?<br />why am i thinking of the negative side?<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i hoped that we can be before</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i used to hope that the time will stop for just one day</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">but now, i dont </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i hoped that the time can move faster than before</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i dont mind getting old</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">cause i wanna change my mindset that there is a home sweet home</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">there is a home where i should belong</span>Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-83070357977085592902009-06-09T20:58:00.002+08:002009-06-09T21:15:31.559+08:00today is a boring first day of work<br />just sit there stare blindly at those people<br />the smell of xxx is making me so sick of them<br />i just couldn't stand their smell<br /><br />why why why?<br />why am i working this job when i just cant stand certain type of people?<br />the smell and the language of them made me wanna walk out of the room<br /><br />why am i so unlucky to work at the main and not the branch?<br />why must i wait for 3months to get the uniform unlike the branch, they can get their uniform on the second day?<br />why am i so suay not to work at the thumb print section?<br /><br />anyway, i am not going to work<br />i am resigning tomorrow<br />the reasons are, i need to get up early like 5.30am?<br />and yes, i am kena 'conned' to get there by 8am today<br />and ended i punched my card at around 8.03am<br />and and, they told me that i start work at 8.30am<br />which means they counted my time in is 8.30am<br />*wtf*<br />they thought i stay damn near to the workplace<br />or just to let them see i reached there damn early?<br /><br />fine, everthing's so fine<br />i need to resign just to make sure i attend my lesson punctual<br />just to make sure i didnt skip my lesson<br />just to make sure i have my dinner before i go for my lesson<br />okay, shall see how<br /><br />how i miss the times i spent with you<br />i love the feelings you rush down to have dinner with me<br />you throw aside your work just to accompany me<br />all the little things you done for me,<br />i appreciated a lot<br />please dont leave me behind<br />and stay by my side<br />promise me, my dear?Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-79604291822707148132009-06-08T15:07:00.002+08:002009-06-08T15:14:27.676+08:00last few days, mood wasn't that good<br />kept throwing tempers at dear<br />think is mood swing or period?<br />true enough, it came last night<br />was it a bad thing?<br />to me, it always a bad thing<br /><br />i hate my period!<br />i cant survive like normal girl<br />i will feel the cramps<br />sometimes the pain really want my life<br />i have to swallow pain killer just to relieve the pain<br />alright, hoped it faster go away<br /><br />tomorrow start my new job<br />which introduced by my mei's friend<br />hopefully my cramp will behave herself<br />please dont give me any trouble and pain<br /><br />wish me good luck!Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-88137343388911643552009-06-04T14:06:00.002+08:002009-06-04T14:23:38.039+08:00exams finally come to the end<br />maybe will resume in july?<br />not too sure, have to check if the NTUC have approved?<br />anyway, not to worry so much<br /><br />now, i have time and i need to enjoy myself<br />miss my bestfriends :)<br />she still remember when i finished my exam<br />and she did sms me..<br />heehee<br />okay, maybe will catch up with them next week<br /><br />tomorrow work again<br />*sigh*Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-28235929211631059802009-06-01T20:13:00.002+08:002009-06-01T20:37:49.431+08:00congrats me for finishing level 1 examination<br />met someone(ah bing) on my way to chinatown with my classmates<br />couldn't catch up with him cause we saw each other on the up-down escalator<br />and while on my way back to northpoint for study<br />met another 2 people<br /><br />one was my 4 years form teacher-Mr Leong since sec 1<br />he is the one who changes my attitude with all his patience<br />i know i am stubborn from the start of sec1 to sec4<br />hate geography so much that i didnt buy the workbook<br />just cause i wanna save money on this, HAHAHA<br />but he was able to change me to a better person<br />on my N or O level( couldnt remember)<br />he gave me an encouragement bookmark for me<br />to boost my confidence?<br />i swear i am the only one he gave me and i still kept it<br /><br />the other was my one year form teacher(sec2) and some years was my math teacher-Mr How<br />he gave me a bad remarks in my report book<br />but who cares?<br />report book isnt meant to be shown to my future boss right?<br />(one more think is Mr Albert Tan, couldnt remember as he didnt teach me at all)<br /><br />anyway, chit chat with them and back to my revision<br />told my classmate that the red t-shirt(Mr Leong) was once my form teacher<br />and he said: 'wow, your teacher looks young'<br />for what i see, what i observe<br />they are still the same<br />they once my teacher<br />they once taught me<br /><br />i dont care what others think of them<br />cause they are the one who sees me grow<br />they are the one who makes me grow<br /><br />alright then, today isn't TEACHERS' DAY<br />but i am thankful that i am able to catch up with themZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-5181934066991200432009-05-31T17:59:00.002+08:002009-05-31T18:03:29.969+08:00tomorrow is my exam and yet,<br />still couldn't concentrate on my revison<br /><br />nobody care for me<br />even my little ones go for their evening nap<br />maybe they do not wanna disturb me<br />but for whatever reason,<br />i hoped they stay by side<br /><br />i am lazy nowadays<br />i didnt even bother about my exam<br />i have no mood to study<br /><br />but i have already planned my schedule after my exam<br />why cant i just study first and plan later?<br /><br />wish me good luck for my examZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-36867199384244187792009-05-29T14:27:00.002+08:002009-05-29T14:32:35.593+08:00post this early afternoon<br />and have made up my mind to delete away<br /><br />i know i have abit of 'nothing to do'<br />maybe deleting it away will save me from family conflict<br />whoever have read, you are lucky enough<br /><br />i cant concentrate on my revision<br />study for awhile, disturb my 2 little ones<br />i need some sleep<br />i am tired<br />maybe my heart is not here<br />maybe i need to go out for some walk<br />maybe...<br />i cant make any assumption right now<br />i know my exam is next monday<br />i need to buckup now<br />i want to score well<br />damn it!<br />i want to find my heart back!!!Zhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7140390.post-35045907145259037792009-05-28T14:48:00.006+08:002009-05-28T15:15:58.266+08:00overdue photos which was taken on our trip to jin bao<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgv1qZs1neG8kSo4ZpYIe1K4krbePAMtylINOBtt_PlpyOMYzqB5t53x1gmPkRys-Xl0Go8adV_rH9tEgME3ihPZoXiH1OogPhYs3PifeSjFypPbt0eeIB325d4xXfzgLS6eQY03w/s1600-h/IMG_0178.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340769365997088050" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgv1qZs1neG8kSo4ZpYIe1K4krbePAMtylINOBtt_PlpyOMYzqB5t53x1gmPkRys-Xl0Go8adV_rH9tEgME3ihPZoXiH1OogPhYs3PifeSjFypPbt0eeIB325d4xXfzgLS6eQY03w/s320/IMG_0178.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a 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definitely be NO<br />time will move on and on<br /><span style="font-size:78%;">unless is the end of the world</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br />there is someone i keep thinking<br />sometimes i do miss her<br />sometimes i hope that i have more time for her<br />sometimes i do hope that when i think of her,<br />she will be by my side<br />sometimes when i am out and see father and mother<br />going out with children<br />that make me envious of them<br />why am i losing my mother at the age of 17?<br />when i am preparing my O level and she is the one who left me<br />why god chose her to leave us?<br /><br />i still remembered clearly<br />when i was preparing for my N level,<br />she is the one who watched me and falled asleep<br />when i was busy doing my revision<br />she is the one who stayed overnight just to accompany me<br /><br />seriously, i miss mother's love<br />i hate to celebrate mother's day with my ah ma<br />she is my ah ma and not my mother<br />where is my mood to celebrate mother's day<br />when my mum is not around??<br /><br />okay then,<br />somehow i think my mum is an innocent victim<br />she is the bravest mum who just fought and fought to live on<br /><br />going to malaysia later on<br />pray for my health to get better<br />bon vogage for our trip<br />will be back on tuesday nightZhen Yinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13630852291053202809noreply@blogger.com0