today o level out.. took 4 sub.. improved 2 sub.. but i still dunno wat am i waiting.. all my dreams were to enter poly.. now my points able me to get into poly.. but i still not happy.. why???!! i like being a hairstylist liao.. i dun bear to put down this opportunity.. i oso dun wanna regret not going to poly.. i noe i'm selfish.. now my heart n goal is not going to poly anymore.. why am i thinking at this time.. CONFUSED!! i dunno wat to do.. i noe as a hairstylist.. i've no time for my family anymore.. one week work 6days.. can i imagine my life change to working life..