today 1st day orientation at rp.. seemed unfamiliar with the sch failities.. unfamilar faces.. it seemed to me tat.. i need to make new frenz again.. and i hate it~ the reason is.. i cant tok much to ppl who i dunno.. i juz kept quiet most of the time.. really boring.. and oso.. i nv bring my laptop there.. damn it~i tot juz go there for fun..the whole day is like.. sitting there doing nth..ppl is chatting online.. checking friendster..mails.. all those things.. and me.. daydreaming? waiting for time to pass quickly..it's really bo liao..
aft dismissed.. went to NUH to visit aunty's husband.. sent to hospital since monday.. now still at there.. all i can do is pray hard.. pray tat.. nth will happen to him.. he'll be healthy..
leaving my academy soon.. i really cant bear to leave there.. it's where i gain most of my confident.. where i can be independent.. is like.. a place where i really grow up.. though aunty always scold me for too depend on her.. but all this scolding i'll rmb.. i nv blamed her for anything but thanks her for her everything tat she taught me..
lastly.. i've no time for my hairstylist course.. cuz.. my lesson start at 8.30am and end at ard 4pm.. where got time to go for my interest..
aft tml i've to say goodbyes to the academy.. most importantly.. my aunty..my frenz.. for sure.. i'll miss them..
now wat i am worrying abt.. i worry tat.. i might dropout out of the sudden.. i scare i might not like my new course.. which i think i cant do much with the course i going to in the future.. i not sure wat am i aiming for.. my ambition.. all those future qns.. i'm still thinking..
afterall.. i still love hairstyling.. i'll nv give up on tat.. i wanna get a full cert for hairstylist..i've a half way to go.. aft 3yrs of poly life and i cant accept my poly course.. i'll confirm i'll go on with my dreams.. maybe this is the ans for my future..
goodbyes to my fellow frenz in the academy...