i cried.. jus when i saw my mei's blog.. i noe she is not happy with her course.. how can i help her.. i not happy too !! i forced myself to come to sch jus for the sake of the cert.. i wanna pursue my dreams... tat's all i wan.. my dad wan me to get into poly.. and now i'm inside and i not happy.. how can i tll him.. my heart is not in the sch anymore.. the more days i go sch, the more i hate myself.. i've been locked up.. totally my own land.. i still rmb the "people".. the "people" kept on reminding me tat things.. tat made me very unhappy.. 1st i mus get rid "him" in order to happy.. ever since i work.. many things changed my life.. no family day (sunday).. i jus made myself busy n busy.. i wan myself to forget the sad things.. but now.. i get sick of tired of my work.. is bo liao ok? pay high so wat.. lose family warmth.. hais....
mother's day is coming.. and why my mum nv come find us.. she had forgetten us.. yes! forget us liao..
wondering how is uncle.. yst nv go and visit him.. so sad.. pray hard tat he'll recover soon..miss all his soft talking.. haha.. is funny man..