back again
it will be the last day for the month of june
times really passed damn fast
and i still doing nothing

other than working as part-time promoter
i dont know which company will still wanna employ me
cause i am so lack in EXPERIENCE

i mean is....
i wish to try out in woking in office
as promoter working hours are damn long
and i need to stand for the 8hours

that was time when one night
my legs were so painful
that i couldnt sleep well

i just stared blankly at the walls
i couldnt move down to hug my dogs
i had to bear the pain until its got better

i didnt wanna make any noise
as i do not wanna alert my family

i just wish to change my job environment
but no company is giving me chance
okay, think fate isnt with me right now
i just have to wait for the best opportunity to come

i got my new schedule for my course
kit told me is August
but the in-charge sent an email
stated is October
OHHHHH!
MY GODDDD!

1st july to 3rd july
i will be alone
no one talks to me at night
cause he will be spending 3days at china

okay, i will wait for you to come back