I have not been blogging for more than one month
*gosp*
have been busy doing my stuffs
like working and working

and yes, i fall sick
maybe it is time for me to take a rest
after a long days of work

and i will start work on monday
next wednesday and thursday
i have things to deal with

and this month
i going to retake my final car theory again
i really get so sick of retaking again and again
its like wasting my previous time and my hard earn money

i do not want to hope or wish for
cause whatever shits i hope for
it always turn out the bad way

so the best is let nature takes course

going out later with my dear
i know he had been spending time with me
whenever my break time
he will try to find time with me
i know how you treat me, my dear
thanks for everything