yesterday was such a super bad day
i cried for the entire whole day
i really cannot believe it
whenever i talked about my dad
my tears rolled down

i could not sleep well
whenever i wake up,
i think of my dad
is he doing well?
is he adapting the surrounding? the people?

i am deeply in love with my dad
and i miss him so much
this feelings have never been faded

god is always so unfair to me
he had never been fair to me
whoever i treasure the most
he always taken away from me

i really hate this world
if my mum is the god
my life will be better
i won't be feeling so sad now

i really cant believe the facts
the facts are just in front of me
yet i choose not to believe it

I WANT MY DAD BACK!

what can i do now?
i am feeling so helpless
i can't help my dad at all

all i hoped is..
dont worry about us
we are doing fine
and it is the only lies i lie to you

we are feeling any better
people around us is consoling us
but what the use
if they really meant well,
just do the necessary thing and i am able to see my dad again

shit world!
i hate the world!
please, i do not hate my life
i just hate the world that make my life so sucks!

i will treasure my life