Day 9
went for checkup this afternoon
doctor said my heartbeat is normal
i really think i am normal
i dont think you people can diagnose out anything
cause i dont think i am abnormal

sometimes i really think my medical fess cost a bomb to my dad
he is the one who pays for it
he is the one who supports the family
i am the one who is not working
and spent such a big amount

sometimes i really think i can be healthy and strong
not to let my dad worry about me
and spend unnecessary money on me
hence, he can save more money

alright then, i will go for my regular checkups as promised to my dad

i felt rather guilty about it
if i can turn back the time,
i will take care of myself
i will not checkups
whatever lahs!

met up with dear in the evening

gotta catch more sleep
goodnights then!