post this early afternoon
and have made up my mind to delete away

i know i have abit of 'nothing to do'
maybe deleting it away will save me from family conflict
whoever have read, you are lucky enough

i cant concentrate on my revision
study for awhile, disturb my 2 little ones
i need some sleep
i am tired
maybe my heart is not here
maybe i need to go out for some walk
maybe...
i cant make any assumption right now
i know my exam is next monday
i need to buckup now
i want to score well
damn it!
i want to find my heart back!!!