sianz.. starting of the blog already sianz..no one wanna view my blog.. after school settle house things.. then as usual.. sleep so late.. still so tired and sleepy.. i cant help it.. if go out sure sleep very very late.. never go out also sleep late.. like no different.. lOlx..
okie.. i started to miss someone.. and i cant fall for him.. is a big NO NO.. because.. i have my own reasons for not falling with anyone.. i need to be self-control.. and is hard.. i dun wanna have bf also because of my own reasons.. but.. i very fan.. because i have been caring for him alot more.. i stop him from smoking.. i wan him to quit smoking.. and yes.. HE REALLY STOP SMOKING~! if he wanna smoke.. he will ask for my permission.. last night his friends ask him out go drink.. he rejected them because.. he scare he picks up smoking again.. haiis........