finally i realised that saving money isn't a easy thing
it is much easy to say than done
and it proven true..

i have been working and working..
in the end..
i didnt save much

whenever i got my pay
i do not know how to save it..
omg~!

how am i going to save for my new course?
i have been saying that i will save money for the course
but i don't see any action taken by me

haiis..
okie then..
think it is time for me to take action

sometimes it is good to have ying yang yan
cause i may be able to see my beautiful mum/ er yi
i just hoped i am able to talk to them

i am so regret i closed my third eyes
how i wish i can open it once again

but third eyes ain't a good thing too
i need to be mentally prepared
i might see 'someone' who will make me scare

i don't know~
i just miss my mum

every sunday outing..
we go out as usual
but i still feel someone is missing
it is still her- my mum

everytime see mother bringing their children out
it is so xin fu
but some won't appreciate it
feel disappointed..

how i wish my mum can go out with us as a family~
anyway..
i am being loved my mum

once again..
hoped my dad will be blessed by mum..